“Right from the start, you were a thief you stole my heart, and I your willing victim,”
For a long while, I struggled with trust and being open to people. I had been scared for a long while just because of stuff that had happened in the past, things that were going on around me. But lately, somehow, I’m finding it easier to deal with stuff. To deal with being able to trust people, to be able to put my foot down for things I don’t want happening, to not get trodden over or taken advantage of, to be able to make lasting and secure friendships and to be able to discard the ones that will just do harm to me in the long run. I’m becoming smarter when it comes to dealing with people and I let it affect me less.
I’m also dating the world’s best boyfriend – yeah, he’s pretty awesome. But shush, don’t tell him I said that! 
Life is good. It seems pretty on track to what I want happening for me. I’ve got some budding aspirations and goals that I need to kick off soon. One step at a time.
I’ve been trying to shed a phenomenal amount of weight I’ve gained from my time here in England. When I got here, I was a size 12-14. I’m a whopping size 16 now and the pounds HAVE to go. Been getting into gym culture quite a bit these days. Worse time is the finals year. When you’re busy studying for your exams, it’s so easy to keep popping calories into your system and the fact that you’re on your arse for most of the day to mug doesn’t help as well!
So my resolution for this year is to pass my flipping finals and look extremely fit when I head back to KL for the hols.
Wish me luck.
